After think back about the past, ii really need to say these out.
I missed the past, my class, my friends....
I still can remember, but vaguely and fragmented, that jokes and laughters filled in the air in our classroom all the time. Lessons are always lessons. We could sometimes lesson attentively, but most of the time, 'smoke' would appear out of teachers' ears and nostrils( xD *Hahas*). There will always be 3 troublemakers; Gilbert, Nevin and Daniel. They will always make fun of people, teachers, friends etc. Hahas esp towards mrs Ramesh. Hahahas if those who are in my class should know what i meant.
During PE lesson in JJ, ii remembered the fun time i had with my friends in BLSS. We had fun all together, even though we didn't play a particular game together as a class. When we were played captains ball, we would always cheered like mad women when we score every goals. Hahas, even though mdm Rohimah hates that screeching cheers, like what Hadhinah always did, but we still continue as the way we were. (lols!)
We always have to stay in our class, waiting for our next lesson to start and teacher to come.
- Some will do their homework intelligently, like Diana ;D
- Funny laughters could be heard, like FANCY NG!! xD
- some of the boys will full around in and out of the classroom, like MAD MONKEYS!
-Some would chitchat happily,like hilary,Hairizad, Deena, Yeeleng and friends; Juliana,xinyi,Yuxian and friends.
I just do not know why ii remembered about the past now! =D ii just miss BLSS,feeling like want to go back to the past!.. as it's totally different from JJC.... beside having teachers and students and the facilities in the school.
Hmm...Actually ii shouldn't say that ii really want to go back to the past...cos ii do still remember the bad things that had happen to me. and ii feel that it shouldn't be happening to me at all. It change my life even though i'm not guilty. ii just couldn't understand why they are always right, and my words just can't be believe. Why must u listen to those we are not truthful? Why don't u believe me? Why must u accuse me at that time? Why must u do this to me? and another thing..Why do i have to help u gain ur happiness in the first place?
Do u know. U nearly strangled my life,with all the attacking words that you've said. You've disturb my sec sch life....Ask you where u heard from, u wouldn't want to tell me. And ii still treat u as my friend before this happened.
Now,I'm just pretending ii don't care, ii had forgotten.
Hahas but just to let u know. Even though hurt had healed, but scar will always remain. I don't forgive those people who pulled me down.
Never.
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