2 more days and i'm going to Cambodia. Haish I'm so nervous, gonna see the children over there; teach and interact with them. Wondering how are they? Are they kind and friendly? or are they rude and hostile? Just hope that it will be successful and our efforts won't be wasted =)

Fun gone, worries arise. Haish i'm just afraid i do not have time to study during the decholiday. It's like only 20+ more days to study (reducing the no. of days going out) xP.
Hmm ~~~~

Sentosa + HarryPotter 7, Class outing!!!

CLASS OUTING ON 23NOV!!!
Hahas sentosa in the day- Volleyball fun and laughter etcetc
Cinema at night- HarryPotter 7
After that, PHOTO taking!! xD then around 10 went home

HOPE U GUYS HAVE FUN TODAY! U HAPPY, I"LL BE HAPPY TOO!!


"It's just a mask over on my face." No one knows when is my mask on and when is not. U may think i'm this, but actually i may not. It has been a long time already, but with all kind of mask being put on. You might be thinking 'What's she talking about?'. Haa this question can't be answered. A random mysterious sentence, I should say.

Sometimes, i just feel disgusted by some people. Hmm so in that case, the emotion that i;m showing u may not be my real emotion. Do u know exactly how it feels?? or rather how i feel??
Hmm maybe u don't even feel it before, right?
Hmm just no mood, no feeling, no excitement to thinking other things. The OCIP trip like doesn't give me a sense of excitement or eagerness. My dec holiday is also not like a holiday to me. Actually, i'm not sure what am i thinking. I think i'm just crapping here. Cos in my mind, it just dont feel right. It feels so heavy, so heavy that i thought of not going for my class outing. I don't know, I really don't know why. I just got a feeling too shopp whatever things i want( if i have a miilion bucks of cos). Hmms................My mind is in a little mess =X

I'm really tired=(
But is not because of studying, but doing other things- OCIP, study alittle, housework, CCA, outing, helping my brother. Haish~Today after the OCIP meeting, i spent the WHOLE day shopping till night. Hiash just have no mood to study. My mind is full of the OCIP stuffs and planning. Haish i'm just not well prepared. Feeling like going to die LOLS xP. Having a tired brain now just couldn't make me think. Gonna take a rest now. Goodnight.

Lizhen's and Chewyeng's BELATED bday

What a busy day today! In the morning, I spent my time to studystudystudy. Then in the afternoon, i went with my friendS to buy presents for each other. LOLS cos we were going for belated bday dinner together at night. Hahas i've spent 5hours of my time in JP shopshop walkwalk chatchat. Hahas i find LZ to buy CY's present 1st. Then, i went to meet CY to buy LZ's present. LOLS hahas i've bought necklace and shades too! xP OMG i just can't wait to go SHOPPING!!! It has been a long time i've not shop around=(...Hahahahas i still have my dec holi to go~!!!.
Then we meet again at 7plus. Then 8 plus we went to Thai Express for dinner. Lizhen's friend, Winnie came along with us too, and we've took some pics before we went back home! xP


OK la, even though we just had a dinner, it's still a bday celebration xP

YESTERDAY:
At 10am, i went to the library with Brenda and Joshua to study. The time passed so fast, that when we decided to go off at 3pm, i'm only done with 1 chapter (kinesmatic)!! Spent 4 hours (excluding the lunch break) on 1 chapter, which i've spent too much time on. Haish...hahas then i went back home.
NO i did not continue to study when i'm back home=(. Still the same old me. Slack around, walk around, laugh about, chitchat aloud, play the piano . Lalalalalala then comes dinner time---Channel U korean drama---Tried to study alittle on Phy, Forces---Using the com, fb, msn, thinking on the 23nov classouting, OGLS outing, Cousins outing, Cambodia trip---Lalalala untill 12 am...then watch TV for 1/2 an hour then sleep.

I tell u what.... i'm just so busy that i would rather do the things that i want to do and plan but not studying!Hahas just no mood man~~ xP But of cos i will study laa~~

What a day today. Woke up at 9am. Had my breakfast( Cheese sandwich ). Do some Chem work. Watch tv. Had lunch. Then went to school at 1.30.
I had OCIP meeting about our plans and activities for this trip to Cambodia, which will take place it the orphanage. I'm the game IC. we'll be teaching them how to play and interact, eg games like Balloon war, Zero pt, Clink-clink, Squirrel-hunter-tree. Hahas it'll be fun! Besides the games, there'll be teaching of English language, telling them about our S'pore's lifestyle and the multiracialism, and Hygiene. It'll pack within the 3 days.
There'll be a total of 21 students going (including me), together with 4 teachers and 2 pri school teachers. It's a 6 days trip. 1st and the last day will be our traveling trip. 2nd till the 4th day: We'll be going to city orphanage on 1 day and to the village orphanage on the other 2 days. 5th day will be touring around the area eg the temple( forgot what's the name lo).
Hahas looking forward to it! =).
Getting back to study ler...

End of OP !!!! Birthdays to LZ and CY!!!!!!

Happy Birthday LiZhen!!!( Lols i actually overshot the time ler). Now it's already 1plus xP. Her birthday was actually yesterday =).
Today Is our class 10s14 OP exam, the last part of our PW !! I'm just so delighted that it all come to an end. No more meeting up. No more discussion. And don't need to meet the guys again! Muahahahaha! Lols. Our group was the 1st group to start for the day, 8am =(. Gosh~ I don't know what to say man. I kind of screwed up my presentation( under my expectation). I did practise. But when i see the assessors' and my classmates' serious faces, (Haha) my mind went blank. xP. I'd got stuck at some parts of it. =( For the QandA.... 'What is the best proposal that u think is the best among all?'(not exactly what they'd ask)....OMG i just dont know what reasons to say. I know it was my 1st strategy, but i just can't think of reasons why. =( I just replied 3 short sentences..... "You could have explain the rest of the strategies why they are not the best" my friend told me. Aha I wanna do that, but no idea why. I feel that the strengths of all my 4 strategies are almost the same ( It has a good effect on our mood and health )...Haish, i prepared the other qns, but not this type. Suay. But nvm, over is over x).
We end at 12.30, had our lunch, and played bball with the guys at 1plus. Edwin Lai, Weiquan, Jiaqing, Edwin Ong, Joshua, Lawrence, Jonathan, Yihao, Brenda and me played for about 2 hours. LOLS the guys were damn funny. Everytime they play bball, all kinds of stunts came out from them and the bball really scores. Hahas after playing bball, i've realised actually our class are really bonded. Really. Even though we may hate each other before, some may be in the past, some may be only a little, we still get along quite well. The guys and the girls don't usually go together while they are having break in school. But... when they are having fun, bonding occurs x)). I just like to see our class to be like this =)
Now OP and MT a'level have ended, my time will be push on to my studies and piano work. OMG I really have to buck up on my school work!! I didn't score really fantastic. But my class guys did really well. Just really admire them man~ Haish just wish i could have half of their brain xP. My paino exam is coming soon too. LOLS retaking my grade 8 again cos i've failled the this year=(. I still have 2 more months to be prepared, yet i'm not. I've only left my dec holiday to rush all of these things: Next 2 weeks will be having lessons and revision test, and on the 26 till 1dec i'll be going to Cambodia for OCIP trip. After i've schedule out my time and work, i've found out that i've only left with my dec holiday! I'll just have to CHIONG ler.


"By perseverance, the snail will reach the ark"
Charles Haddon Spurgeon

Rehearsal. Fun. Happy. Apologies.

Ytd our class had a OP rehearsal with Mr Wangyal. OMG just so damn tired, waited from 2pm till 6pm, then our turn. I think Mr Wangyal will feel more tired than we do. My group did a small video for the extra 5min group presentation. I can say it looks retarded. xD. Hope that this video will help to improve our grades.=).
At 7plus, i went to West Mall with Jiaqing, Edwin lai, Yukie and Huiyun for dinner. Hahas too bad we didn't go Swensen's or the Udder's~ but went to Koufu to eat lols. Thanks Edwin for the Icekacang! Ya i agree, eating free food really makes the food taste nicer! xD. Hmm, think back again, i just feel so bad leaving my group memberss behind in school, still busying doing the editing of the video.=[
After our dinner, Edwin trick us. He told Jiaqing that he's staying in HDB, block 208( which was my grandparents' house) and not in condo. LOLS Jiaqing really believe, and believe too!!! I went with him together, as i'm going to my grandparents' house, and foolowed his way. LOLS i really believe him, thought he's going the shorter way. Wait till we've walked for 15mins and we are at the other side of the block( walking the long way). I realise he's walking the wrong way. xD Ya, indeed, he don't really know where's the route towards 208, cos he's walking the way where he's going back home, his condo!! OMG, he really can win the Star Awards man! Instead of 10mins walk back to 208, i took about 20+mins. Hahas but nvm, at least he didn't left me on my own and go home =)
I went up to my grandparents' house and greet them. We chitchatted with my aunts and uncle and my family for a while( 'why took so long to come here', about my schooling, cambodia trip, etcetc) then we went back home
Feeling so bad that i could forget that ytd was 8nov and was Chewyeng's bday! OMG i only left 1/2 an hour to wish her. =( of cos i did, not on facebook, but through sms. Hope u wouldn't be mad =) Sorry~
Just had my Cheese-chillituna sandwich, and uploaded the pics that i've took ytd with my friends. Haish ytd i just can't upload the pics. So damn irritating. (Hahas Huiyun just can't wait .) I've been waiting for more than 1/2 an hour, then i went to do my things at 12am. Sian, but after i sleep, my brother can get into the facebook! Not lag at all...... Wah just not my luck at that time =(
Going to school again later for PW rehearsal on our own. Tmr will be the day. Hope luck will be on my group tmr!! and my classmates too!!!!!!!

BASKETBALL with Class

Lalalala
Today is the last day of school this term. All of us left OP to finish and holiday starts. Haish however for Yuting and me, we have to go back to school for extra lessons for our weaker subject. I've only got chem and phy. Then on the 3 wk of nov will be our exam!! It's just barely 2 weeks! Sian preparation will gonna be a hectic one this month. =(
Since today is the last day of school, the class( not everyone) play bball. OMG it's just damn fun, even though i don't know how to dribble and score accurately. We have been playing bball for the past 2days. It's just like repaying our PE lessons that we don't have during our promos. The guys were just so funny; Weiquan got scratch and cramp, Yihao got cramp, Weikiat always bang onto people, Jiaqing really knows how to SNATCH the bball etcetcetc......I don't know why, but it feels fun to play bball with my class guys. OMG i just don't know why, it feels like i've got addicted. My mind was about the bball. Lalalalalalala~ When Yihao got cramp, he shouted like as if someone is gonna give birth. (*Oops no offence*). This is the first time he got cramp. Lols 17years of his life, can't believe he didn't experience it before. XP.
OMG just can't take it, could we play again, guys?lols
Homemade sushi and raw SALMON for dinner! Yumyum i just gobble them down and ate quite alot!! Hehe. After that, i went with my parents to my mum's aunt's wake. She'd passed away on tues. I didn't see her before, though. I can see my grandma is really sad.
The wake is really peaceful, unlike a wake, my dad's uncle, which is really crowded and quite noisy. Today's wake is the culture of Buddhism. The shelter of the coffin are bright yellow colour. It's just so peaceful. As for my dad's side, It is the culture of Taoism. The shelter is made up of lots of different colours. It looks so complicated. performance are also held on the final day before he was sent off to cremation.
Two different cultures have 2 different styles. It is my first time, or rather today is my second time attending a funeral. However, i don't know them actually. They may know me but i don't XP. Hope the both of them will be peaceful in heaven.=)

Now 12nn has passed, which now is my DAD's BIRTHDAY!!
Woohoo!! Tmr i'm gonna go decorate a cake for him, together with my sister! *Hope u'll like it!*